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From Rosa
I want to share this dedication I
wrote for my baby Jade Nicole Hedden,
I wrote it in a moment of longing and loneliness of not having
much in my arms.Dedication
to my baby girl who died in the darkness of my belly.
When the doctor told me that my baby was no longer beat the
heart,
a loneliness so deep invaded my whole
being, was very hard to know
that my baby is so small that I had
run away
and could not hear the sound of my
voice,
beat of my
heart that was racing with joy every
time she moved
and spoke her delicate feet on my
belly
and breast I'm
staying here.
Hearing the doctor say I'm sorry your
baby died.
That
news left me immense pain so deep in my life,
there
will not be enough years that I removed the bitter pain,
is
like a lifeless heart.
nobody knows the pain and anguish that I bring in the soul,
nobody knows the pain and anguish that I bring in the soul,
I
swear I'm not a woman
and
just today I move thanks to the man that I have at my side....
When a child is going,
When a child is going,
leaves
a void that neither the greatest love,
I could fill.
Here I am living and suffering,
I could fill.
Here I am living and suffering,
with
her memory today tomorrow and always,
until
the day God decides that we are
and
first heard her voice and tell me ...
Here I am Mom
Here I am Mom
Rosa De Saron Hedden
short poem for pregnancy.
Mom is very dark in here,
But
I hear you're working on a crib
With a yellow
blanket
Mom is very dark in here,
But I hear you're working on a crib
With a yellow blanket
Because you do not know,
Because you do not know,
yes, I am a boy or girl
But I hope
with love
I like to sing, and tell me beautiful things
Mom and I leave
here I want to see your eyes,
Let me know if they are blue like mine
I
want to see your face to see if I look like you
My hands move a lot and want
to touch you
I like the way you talk to people about me
And teach the
clothes that are preparing for my
I hear very angelic,
And they're perfect
for my mom
So you want to go out, to feel your arms
,
yes, I am a boy or girl
But I hope with love
I like to sing, and tell me beautiful things
Mom and I leave here I want to see your eyes,
Let me know if they are blue like mine
I want to see your face to see if I look like you
My hands move a lot and want to touch you
I like the way you talk to people about me
And teach the clothes that are preparing for my
I hear very angelic,
And they're perfect for my mom
So you want to go out, to feel your arms ,
But I hope with love
I like to sing, and tell me beautiful things
Mom and I leave here I want to see your eyes,
Let me know if they are blue like mine
I want to see your face to see if I look like you
My hands move a lot and want to touch you
I like the way you talk to people about me
And teach the clothes that are preparing for my
I hear very angelic,
And they're perfect for my mom
So you want to go out, to feel your arms ,
my memory approaching your chest
Here is very dark, and
sometimes it scares me
Only when I hear your voice stilled,
And I can feel
your love, that caress your belly,
And I feel your hands on me, very
soft
Since birth mom- I want to see you
I hope not to disappoint you
when you see me,
And be what you expected, before me
Mom I love you and
see you before
Because your voice was the one
that made me love you
my memory approaching your chest
Here is very dark, and sometimes it scares me
Only when I hear your voice stilled,
And I can feel your love, that caress your belly,
And I feel your hands on me, very soft
Since birth mom- I want to see you
I hope not to disappoint you when you see me,
And be what you expected, before me
Mom I love you and see you before
Because your voice was the one
Here is very dark, and sometimes it scares me
Only when I hear your voice stilled,
And I can feel your love, that caress your belly,
And I feel your hands on me, very soft
Since birth mom- I want to see you
I hope not to disappoint you when you see me,
And be what you expected, before me
Mom I love you and see you before
Because your voice was the one
I'm
coming to birth mom, and I'm going out,
In this dark room, and my light be
you .... Mom
I'm
coming to birth mom, and I'm going out,
In this dark room, and my light be you .... Mom
In this dark room, and my light be you .... Mom
Friday, October 19, 2012
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Mercy Me - Homesick with lyrics
Dedicated to Michael Paul.
I cannot believe it has been 21 years since I've held you in my arms.
Those 4 hours were so short, but long enough to leave your footprints in my heart.
Monday, May 7, 2012
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Please read
I have a request of
you...
After the graphics
on your Angel’s page
is a place to “comment”
Please let me know
that you visited your Angel’s page
and what you think
about it.
You may also share
notes to your baby here...
If you email me or
send me a message through facebook,
I can add a letter
or poem to their page.
Thank
you.
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Makenna Rogers
To our Angel
Makenna Geri-lynn Rogers
In a blink of an
eye, our world fell apart.
You were ripped
from our arms, and torn from our hearts
We only got to
hold you, for a short period of time
Why you had to
leave us, only God knows why.
Though you were
gone before delivery,
I rocked and sang to you
I knew you could
hear me from heaven,
somehow I just knew.
On February 6th of
2012,
The Rogers family was blessed
But when we packed
up and headed for home,
you had a different address
You went to Heaven
and changed our whole life.
Why you had to go,
just doesn’t seem right.
The car seat was
ready, your closet was too
Your dressers were
packed, all just for you.
They hang there
all ready, for you to come home.
I want to change
your diapers,
and change you into new clothes.
Makenna Geri-lynn
Rogers, I’m not sure how to go on.
My heart is so
broken, everything is so wrong.
You’re supposed to
be here, surrounded with love.
Your pitter
patters should be here, not heaven above.
I love you baby
girl.
Mommy
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